I finally was able to move in with the love of my life and his wonderful kids!! I wouldn't trade it for the world, even if some days are difficult! :D
E has started girl scouts, they are both in school and things are going well for us.
I finally found a suicide support group that I am interested in joining and participating in. They meet on Mondays from 6:30 to 7:45 or something like that. I'm kind of excited about finally getting help!!